Okay heres the deal. After a drunken night me and my bf got into a fight. I stupidly broke up with him. It was very embarrassing and I was way over dramatic. So the next day I tried calling him, no answer. Actually his phone has been off for about 4 days now. I don't want to be texting his friends to tell him to call me cause I feel like its too much. So I decided to send him an email. I sent it to him last night and I told him not to reply to it. I said a lot of things I would usually never say about my feelings and I told him I was going to leave him space. I told him how much I love him and how much I'm going to miss him. Basically I made myself look like the bad guy in this situation. So now I'm feeling anxious and not knowing what to do. Should I try to contact him more vigorously or should I do what I said and just let him come to me? And I'm worried he might not get the email. Or what if he gets it to late? Should I be trying to contact him through friends or no?

how is the situation going now????