halofriendly
06-12-2009, 02:38 PM
Okay.. Well.
My whole big plan/idea is to move in August with my boyfriend 2000 miles from where i live now. Where i live now.. All my friends are gone. im 18 and all the people i used to be close to.. it isnt the same anymore. Not only that, Im afraid the biggest reason im moving isnt just because i love him (and i do) But its because i dont want to be alone.
He says i have friends out there (his friends) But i dont feel like they really like me. And old friends out here, Things will be going great and then fights start. I have no one..
And all this mass confusion is making me want to push everyone away. Like, today, I said something really stupid that i shouldnt have to my boyfriends brother. I didnt mean to, It just kinda slipped out. And then he got pretty mad at me.
I dont feel like i can handle my life, Either here or there. I dont know what it is that im supposed to do...
Can someone please talk to me?
My whole big plan/idea is to move in August with my boyfriend 2000 miles from where i live now. Where i live now.. All my friends are gone. im 18 and all the people i used to be close to.. it isnt the same anymore. Not only that, Im afraid the biggest reason im moving isnt just because i love him (and i do) But its because i dont want to be alone.
He says i have friends out there (his friends) But i dont feel like they really like me. And old friends out here, Things will be going great and then fights start. I have no one..
And all this mass confusion is making me want to push everyone away. Like, today, I said something really stupid that i shouldnt have to my boyfriends brother. I didnt mean to, It just kinda slipped out. And then he got pretty mad at me.
I dont feel like i can handle my life, Either here or there. I dont know what it is that im supposed to do...
Can someone please talk to me?


