Okay.. Well.
My whole big plan/idea is to move in August with my boyfriend 2000 miles from where i live now. Where i live now.. All my friends are gone. im 18 and all the people i used to be close to.. it isnt the same anymore. Not only that, Im afraid the biggest reason im moving isnt just because i love him (and i do) But its because i dont want to be alone.

He says i have friends out there (his friends) But i dont feel like they really like me. And old friends out here, Things will be going great and then fights start. I have no one..

And all this mass confusion is making me want to push everyone away. Like, today, I said something really stupid that i shouldnt have to my boyfriends brother. I didnt mean to, It just kinda slipped out. And then he got pretty mad at me.

I dont feel like i can handle my life, Either here or there. I dont know what it is that im supposed to do...

Can someone please talk to me?

OK, First Relax!
Dont rush into things, think things through, before you take any important step. Dont be pressured by what your boyfriend says, its your life and your decisions. Do you currently live with your parents? How far is your boyfriend's place compard to yours?

Dont worry and relax, we are here to help